Today is June 17th, and things are going very well. I am nearly 70 days away from saying “I do” to the best man, and my best friend!(I love you Stephen!) So you all ask, whats up Nat? Well, let me tell you.
God is great, and He has been at work in my life doing amazing things that I never could have imagined! I have the summer off and have been enjoying it immensely which is very uncharacteristic of how I used to see myself. I love school, and bettering myself academically. It wasn’t until recently that I realized how very little I value taking time to better myself spiritually and health-wise.
When I discovered that continuing school over the summer was not a possibility I sunk into a funk, and could not come out of it. I was sad, mad and discontent with how the next few months would go. In reality, I had good health, a good family and an even greater God. All my eyes could see was what I did not have. I learned that my mindset has not been correct in regards to a lot of things. God decided that He needed me free this summer because He had work in me to do that if I continued to go to school during the summer my mind would have been closed to Him (which breaks my heart to admit but, it is 100% the truth) because I would not have been listening as I should have. God said that it was time we talked, and I have been listening.
I began a Joyce Meyer study called Power Thoughts. It has opened my eyes to my walk with Christ, my mental and physical health, and a variety of things that I may not have even learned yet! Needless to say I started making immediate changes in my attitude at work, and most significantly with myself. Things have gotten even better! I am developing a more intimate relationship with God, and with myself. I had lost all my confidence and I am starting to get it back. I am not a fool, and I know there will be ups and downs but I am preparing myself to persevere and meet my goals. God has been after me to complete this study for the better part of a year but like with everything else that is good for me, and something I need to do. I had a variety of excuses in my bag and God eliminated the biggest offender saying that it was time I listened to Him! Every chapter I read, every scripture that is presented is timed for exactly what is going on in my life at that time. You tell me God doesn’t know what is going on? He definitely does! I have been given ample proof that He does!
A prayer has been answered as Steve and I start at a Gym this week! And we are actively making diet changes and preparing ourselves for marriage as best as we can! I am officially seven pounds away from my second goal and going strong. We have cut out fast food (again, its a process) and red meat and are incorporating healthier choices into our kitchen. I have been praying for these changes for a long time and now that I am listening to God’s voice I am seeing a lot more positive things occur!
My point, our walk with God is extremely important!
Walk with Him, all will work out as intended.
Stay Strong,Live Fit.
-Natalie 🙂